Tuesday, 23 June 2015

magic dust.

We used to have it all
But now's our curtain call
So hold for the applause 
And wave out to the crowd
Take a final bow
Oh it's our time to go
But at least we stole the show

As much as I like the song, I don't want to be this. I don't want to once have it all and then in the end, it all comes to a stand still and you pacify yourself by saying that you once, made it. And that's enough. I know the song doesn't talk about life, in general, in fact, its about a failed relationship. But recently, it has got me thinking about my future plans, my aims, my goals. Probably its the fact that I've been surrounded by so many successful people recently, it has got me questioning. Am I okay with what I'm doing now? Am I settling? Am I okay with being contented with what I have? 

No. The answer is no. 

Its not because I am not satisfied, and I am not grateful for everything that God has given me, only God knows how much I profusely thank Him for my health, happiness and wealth He has granted me ever so generously. I am not contented because I know that I am capable of so much more. I used to tell myself that with everything I have now, I must be contented. When I thought I reached my peak, I got comfortable, and the thing about being comfortable is it creates this bubble, this safe space and you are made to believe that its ok to remain there. 

Thai-silk like material, light and nursing friendly.
Definitely mommy approved pants, suitable for casual and formal wear. 
All from Fashion Valet

I don't know what's going to happen the next few years, but I am determined that I have not reached my peak yet, I've not realised my full ability, I will not remain comfortable, I will continue to climb and move up. And don't get me wrong, I love my job but I'm totally not talking about it right now. 

This is about growing, developing as a person. This is about moving myself forward, to achieve greater things in life and I will start this, by getting married to the one person who will constantly support and push me in every single thing I do, this Nov 21st. I believe, we're magnificent apart, but together, we're magic. And when you have something like magic, you have no idea how much it spurs you forward. 

To greater achievements, light, love, and magic.

Much love,

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